hii, i'm just a little shy girl trying to figure out this big world hehe :3 i'm the kind of person who gets nervous meeting new people, but once i feel comfortable, i can talk about literally anything for hours. sometimes i overthink the smallest things, like whether i said something silly or if someone misunderstood me >.< i love cozy evenings, cute little things, random conversations at 2 am and people who can make me laugh without even trying. i might seem quiet at first, but there's actually a lot going on inside my head. i have so many thoughts, dreams and silly ideas that i don't always know how to share. i'm still learning how to be more confident and stop worrying about what everyone thinks of me. it's not always easy, but i'm trying! i guess i'm just a soft-hearted girl who wants to experience beautiful things, meet kind people and create happy memories along the way ^_^

this might sound a little silly, but i have sooo many dreams that sometimes i don't even know where to start >.< i dream about traveling to beautiful places, seeing the ocean at sunrise, walking through little streets in cities i've never visited and collecting memories instead of just things. one day i'd love to have my own cozy home with big windows, lots of soft blankets, cute decorations and maybe a little cat sleeping somewhere nearby :3 but my biggest dream isn't really about money or expensive things. i just want to feel happy and free. i want to wake up excited about my life, do something i genuinely love and have people around me who make me feel safe being myself. sometimes i'm scared that my dreams are too big for a shy little girl like me, but then i remind myself that even the biggest adventures start with tiny steps. maybe one day i'll look back at this moment and smile because everything i dreamed about actually happened ^_^

do u ever lie in bed at night and suddenly start thinking about life? because i do... probably way too much hehe >.< sometimes i wonder why we're all in such a hurry. we spend so much time worrying about tomorrow, making plans and trying to become better versions of ourselves that we forget to enjoy what's happening right now. when i was younger, i thought happiness was something big. like achieving all ur dreams, having lots of money or finally becoming the person u always wanted to be. but lately i've been thinking that maybe happiness is actually made of tiny moments. laughing so hard ur stomach hurts, watching the sunset, getting a sweet message when u least expect it or feeling completely comfortable with someone. maybe the meaning of life isn't about finding one perfect answer. maybe it's about collecting those little moments that make us feel alive. i just hope that when i'm older, i'll have lots of beautiful memories and very few regrets ^_^

okay so... i have sooo many little things that make me happy, it's kinda hard to choose just a few hehe :3 i absolutely love listening to music. sometimes i put on my headphones, lie in bed and imagine a whole different life in my head. does anyone else do that or am i just weird? >.< i also love going on little walks, finding cute coffee shops and taking pictures of pretty skies. sunsets are my weakness, i could stare at them forever. some days i'm super excited to go outside and do something fun, but other days all i want is a fluffy blanket, a warm drink and a good movie. i also really enjoy discovering new things, being creative and finding inspiration in random places. i think my favorite hobbies are the ones that make ordinary days feel a little more magical. even something as simple as drinking coffee while it's raining outside can make me smile. what little things make u happy? ^_^

sometimes i think about how strange human connections are... like, isn't it crazy that someone can be a complete stranger one day and suddenly become such an important part of ur life? u start sharing little secrets, sending random messages, laughing at silly jokes and somehow that person becomes part of ur everyday world. but the saddest thing is that sometimes it works the other way too. someone who once knew everything about u can slowly become a stranger again. no big argument, no dramatic goodbye... just fewer messages until there's nothing left. i think that's what scares me a little about getting close to people >.< i'm not afraid of being alone, but i'm afraid of getting used to someone's presence and then having to learn how to live without it. maybe not everyone is supposed to stay forever. maybe some people are meant to give us beautiful memories, teach us something and then continue their own journey.